The ambulance came and loaded me into the ambulance. They took me to the hospital. Jane stayed at my side until the waiting room where she had to stay. She went to the phones and called everyone. She called the guys in Sweden. "Hello," Brian said. "Brian, it's Jane, I need to talk to Nick, now," Jane said. "He doesn't arrived back for another hour," Brian said. "Get to the airport and get him back here, Bri's in the hospital," Jane said. "What, what happened?" Brian asked. "She went to the bathroom and discovered blood, it's the babies, Brian, get back here fast with Nick, get the guys and come back," Jane said. "Okay, bye," Brian said. Jane called Bob and told him what's going on. He was coming back. Jane sat down. Amy, Kristen, and Amanda came in. Jane told them the story. They all sat down and prayed and wondered the same thing. Will the babies make it. Two hours later, Dr. Kelly came out. Jane, Amy, Amanda, and Kristen stood up. "I'm afraid the babies didn't survive, there was too much blood and we couldn't stop it, Bri will be fine, she lost some blood, but she'll be okay, I'm sorry," Dr. Kelly said. She went back. Jane, Amy, Amanda, and Kristen sat down and cried. Jane went to see Bri. She was asleep. She went back out and sat down. Three hours later, Bob walked in and Jane told him. Bob held her close. Amy looked up and saw the guys coming in. Nick ran to his mother. "Mom, what happened?" Nick asked. "Bri went to the bathroom this morning, there was blood everywhere, I called 911 and we came here, Dr. Kelly just came out," Jane said. "What did she say," Nick said. "The babies didn't make it," Amy said hugging Brian. "What," Nick said. "Mr. Carter," Dr. Kelly said. "Why couldn't you do anything!" Nick said. "We tried, Mr. Carter, there was nothing we could do, it's not Bri's fault, it's no one's, these things happen, I'm sorry," Dr. Kelly said. Nick ran his hands through his hair. Bob walked over to Nick. "Nick, son," Bob said. Nick hugged his father and cried. Bob held his son close. Everyone watched as Nick broke down. They all wondered the same thing, will Nick and Bri survive this? An hour later, Nick was sitting beside Bri's bedside watching her sleep. He took her hand into his and kissed it. She stirred and opened her eyes and saw him. "Nick," I said. "Hey sweetie," Nick said. "Why did this happen?" I asked. "I don't know, honey," Nick said. "Don't leave me, Nick, I didn't mean for this to happen," I said. "Sweetheart, it's not your fault, these things happen, you aren't alone, there are alot of women out there who have miscarriages and lose babies, but they move on and they have babies, we can try again, I just talked to Dr. Kelly, it's not the end of the world, we can have more babies," Nick said. "That's true, thanks for making me feel a little better," I said. "Honey, I love you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you," Nick said. "I love you, too, I want to be with you forever," I said. He smiled and we kissed. There was a knock at the door. I looked and saw everyone. They came in and we talked. Three days later, I was released and Nick took me home and put me to bed. He kissed my forehead. "You better go finish that album," I said. "My mom is right downstairs if you need her, okay," Nick said. "Okay, I love you," I said. "I love you, too," Nick said. We kissed deeply and he left. I laid there and smiled. I knew everything was going to be okay.

Chapter 6: What Happens Now?

Chapter 4: Am I Selfish?

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