Three weeks later, I was completely over losing the babies. Nick and the guys had finished the album and were returning home. Amy, Kristen, Amanda, and I were at the airport. "Nick might get mad at you for being here," Amy said. "The doctor released me and I'm fine, I want to be here and he'll just have to deal with it," I said. The plane landed. We watched the guys walk off the plane. Amy ran to Brian and they hugged. Kristen and Kevin hugged. Amanda and AJ hugged. Nick was talking with Howie. "Nick," I said. He looked and saw me. He came over to me. "What are you doing out of bed, you should be resting," Nick said. "I'm fine, Dr. Kelly released me, I can do normal things now, I'm fine, besides I wanted to come see you," I said. "I'm sorry, I was just worried," Nick said. "I'm fine, Nick," I said wrapping my arms around his neck. He smiled. "I'm glad," Nick said hugging me. "I miss you," I said. "I missed you, too, baby," Nick said. We all went home. Nick and I walked into our house and he put his bags down. I sat down on the couch. He sat beside me. "What happens now?" I asked. "What do you mean," Nick said. I held up my left hand. "Are we still engaged or is it over because I'm no longer pregnant," I said. "We are still getting married, babe, I want to be with you forever, I love you," Nick said kissing my lips softly. "I love you, too," I said. We kissed deeply. We laid down on the couch and kissed. "Remember what happened last time we were on a couch, kissing," I said. "Oh yeah," Nick said kissing my neck. "I should tell you that I can do everything now," I said. "Oh really, like this," Nick said unbuttoning my shirt. "Oh yeah, like that," I said. He pulled off my clothes and I pulled off his and we made love. Afterwards, we laid there holding each other. "I don't ever want to lose you," Nick said. "I don't want to lose you either," I said. We fell asleep holding each other. The next day, I met Amy, Amanda, and Kristen at the mall. We met at the wedding boutique. "Hey, so the wedding is still on?" Amy asked. "Yeah, he wants to be with me forever," I said. "What happened yesterday when you got home from the airport," Kristen said. "We talked and then we made love," I said smiling. "You want to get pregnant again, don't you," Amanda said. "I wouldn't mind that," I said. "I'm pregnant," Amy said. "Congratulations," I said hugging her. "Thanks, Brian was so happy that I think he called everyone in Florida and Kentucky," Amy said. "He must be really happy," I said. "What theme are you looking for?" Kristen said. "I like the colors pink, white, yellow, and green together," I said. "Got to have green in there, it's Nick's favorite color," Amy said. "And mine, too," I said. A lady came over to us. "Excuse me, are you Britney Hardin?" she asked. "Yes," I said. "There's a phone call for you at the desk," she said. I went over and picked up the phone. "Hello," I said. "Hey baby, how's it going," Nick said. "Fine, just looking at dresses, what's up," I said. "I just wanted to hear your voice, I was wondering what you were doing," Nick said. "Well, I'm glad you called because I'm stopping by the tuxedo shop to set you and the guys up for an appointment to be fitted for tuxes," I said. "Fine, but when will the wedding be, the guys and I are going to be busy the next year," Nick said. "When does everything start?" I asked. "In six months," Nick said. "Nick, I can get everything done in three months," I said. "Okay, we need to talk about where we are going for our honeymoon," Nick said. "How about the Caribbean or Hawaii, or the Bahamas," I said. "I'll pick a place, you set me and the guys up with an appointment for our tuxes, and whatever other arrangements you have planned, I'll take care of the honeymoon, okay," Nick said. "Okay, and you write down who you want to invite and who you don't want to invite," I said. "Okay, I'll let you get back to what you were doing, I love you," Nick said. "I love you, too, bye," I said. I hung up and went back over to the girls and we looked at dresses. I found a wedding dress. I tried it on and smiled. I came out and the girls smiled. "Bri, if you wear that one, Nick will drool," Amy said. "Amy, he drools at everything she wears," Kristen said. "Oh yeah," Amy said grinning. I smiled and went to change back. The girls found their dresses. Amy's was pink. Kristen's was green. Amanda's was yellow. I bought the dresses and the lady wrapped them up and we left the boutique. "Amy, can you keep this dress at your house so Nick won't see it," I said. "Yeah," Amy said. I stopped in at the tuxedo shop and made an appointment for Nick and the guys. I put the dress in Amy's car and I got into my car. I went home and saw Nick sitting on the couch. "Hey," I said. "Hey, so when do the guys and I go get our tuxes," Nick said. "Tomorrow at one," I said. "Okay," Nick said pulling me down beside him. I smiled and kissed his cheek. He picked me up and carried me up to our bedroom and we laid on the bed and pulled each other's clothes off and made love. We laid there holding each other. "I can't wait until we are married," Nick said. "Me either," I said. We fell asleep holding each other.

Chapter 7: The Wedding

Chapter 5: Emergency

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